… even if you’re not having fun.
It is so hard to believe that six months have passed since Brienna was born. Six months. In many ways, a part of us will forever cling to June 2, 2009. It’s the single most defining day of our lives, and the entire day is constantly replaying in my head. The reality that Brienna is gone forever still stops me in tracks and literally takes my breath away. How can the beautiful baby that we created be gone? How is that we’ll never get to see her smile, or hear her say “Mama” and “Dada”? Some days, I don’t think I can do it. And others, I am able to see the gifts she gave us and am just overwhelmed with gratitude. Every day is shaped by her presence in our hearts … and we know that time will help to heal our pain, but today, the hole in our hearts feels unbearably large.
We love you Brienna Marie … we thank God every day for you, and we miss you more than words can ever say.
Laurie, another beautiful post and stunning photo. It took my breath away. I wish more than anything that I could take your pain away. Know that I love you, Pat & your beautiful daughter, Brienna Marie ,with my entire being. Thank you for sharing.
Love,
Mom
Thank you for sharing, Laurie. I cherish your posts and I am grateful for you for sharing your thoughts, feelings, and emotions. As much as my heart aches, I love to read about Brienna, think about her, talk to her, and see her pictures. Sometimes I feel a pitter-patter in my heart, and I know that is her love. I’d give anything to take away your pain. You are all always on my mind and in my heart. I hope you find that the joy in everyday is greater than the anguish, that in sharing your memories you are keeping her alive, and that in spreading her love you are enriching us all.
Thank you, Laurie and Pat, for another moving picture of the precious moments that you spent with Brienna. I wish more than anything that she could be here with us , and that your pain could be taken away. I often think of the great love that her spirit brings to our family. In spite of the deep heartache that I feel, I am grateful for the gift of her love and for the touching way that you and Pat continue to honor her memory. May Brienna’s love continue to be a source of comfort to both of you. Love, Mom Marr
Always remembering your beautiful Brienna. Thank you for sharing this picture with us. Love to you and Pat. Shannon
Laus, another beautiful picture of our little angel and her amazing parents. Every picture I see of Brienna I wish I could kiss her little cheeks and touch that button nose. Thank you for sharing. love you!
This picture is breathtaking. Brienna is so beautiful it hurts.
Laus, you may not know this but each and every time you write about Brienna and share photos of her, you are helping us through the grieving and healing process. So thank you. I’m thinking of you today, and always.
6 months. Sometimes it seems like it was yesterday and other times it seems like it has been so much longer. I love getting to see new pictures of Brienna. Every image is a new memory of her to hold onto and remember her adorable features and peaceful beauty. Thank you for sharing. I hope you have more days filled with the memories of Brienna’s gifts to the world. Thinking of you guys, always. Love you xoxo
Thank you for sharing such an exquisite photo of the family. The image shares so much about love, strength and perseverance. Qualities that all three of you portray so beautifully. Big kisses and hugs.
What a beautiful family picture! Brienna will never be gone. She will continue to live every day in your heart as well in the hearts of those who love you. This blog is such a special way to honor her. I commend you and Pat for your ongoing strength. I love you so much!
absolutely beautiful lau!
love you.